Lightfree

:w00t!: I'm somehow lonely and I don't feel good about that! But snow is everywhere, really, and everything is in calming white color like in mental hospital! And this is great, uh, not that I will get out to make some amazing winter photos. First I had leg surgery before 2 weeks and second - dude, its -18 outside so I prefer to make snow photos some other day xD I'm getting in bed now 'cause I'm so sleepy, and ohh, good night' all! :hug:

Stay With Me!

People are leaving, no one is waiting you - the truth I've learned today. I've been sad, I felt lonely. All those strangers, no friends around, nobody understand how do you really feel. If I think for a while I may say that maybe I'm happy because I'm posting new journal entry - something that I've did not done from long time. Let's go back one year before now - me, with broken leg and confused mind - with no hope at all. 5 months on bed and I've survived for another hell. How can I be happy? Even I've tried to make some new friends at work, some worked out - some did not. And the "ghost returns" - I'm thinking now how I survived? I've been c